do you know what it’s like to feel like you have done everything wrong? to know that nobody cares. and that nobody will ever care?
nobody would care if i just didnt show up to school tomorrow. I’m already a screw up right? I am such a terrible burden, their lives would be perfect without me. I dont WANT to feel this way but i dont have a choice at this point on how i feel. When nobody cares, you stop caring. and i’m done.just. fucking done. i’m sorry for everything i have ever done to make people hate me so much. and i’m sorry that i am the way i am. so this may be goodbye? i’m not sure. i guess we’ll see in the morning won’t we?
wow i honestly feel like total shit right now.
what the hell did i ever do to make you hate my fucking guts so much and for you to make me feel this way about myself? Do you even realize what you’ve done? I cant do ANYTHING without analizing how i will look by doing it because of you. I cant even go out in PUBLIC without worrying every second of every day about how fat and gross i look to other people. Thanks. Alot.
